Recently I really don't feel so well
Mentally
It's like everything are going against me
I feel so jaded seriously
I really hope that I could just close my eyes and wait for everything to pass right now

And now physically I'm feeling sick again
Aahh what's wrong with me?
:(

I'm losing everything seriously...

P/S

Seriously I have like 5 blogs,
And this time hopefully I'll make a stable / official one! :D

The tumblr blog was suppose to be my first official blog
but for some reason I don't really have the feeling when I REALLY blog about my life
Maybe because there's too much reblog and stuff XD
But still I'll keep that blog updated WHEN I have the free time
:D

In this blog I'll blog mostly about my life
Enjoy :)

Introduction.

Hey people,

Since I’m creating this blog I might as well introduce myself.
I don’t really expect much readers but still here it goes.

I’m Dollis, but close friends call me Lon. :D
I’m 18 years old going 19 soon.

I consider myself a quiet person but sometimes when I’m high I’m kinda hyper. I also think that I’m lame or maybe I should call it as “childish” because serious / “cool” people can’t stand my sense of humor. I consider myself a “deep” person too :)

Music’s my life,
I play guitar and I have a band, but as a band, I don’t really care if we would become big or not, I only care if we could keep on playing music while enjoying it.

I’m studying hairdressing and some sort of fashion things that include make-up and stuff. I’m obsessed with a style called Visuai-Kei / 视觉系 and most people here don’t accept that kind of style and that’s why I’m often called a “weirdo” or a “freak”. One of the main reasons why I wanna go for hairdressing is because I wanna do something for the Visuai-Kei lovers here and maybe try to change the society’s negative thinking on this style, and hopefully they will accept it one day.

There’s a girl in my life,
Once my best friend and now she’s my whole world. :)
We’ve been through alot together and I’m proud of what we are today,
And I really hope that we can hold on to each other forever.

I’m not really a talker *Cough* but I hope I can keep this blog alive.
And sorry for my grammar / vocabulary mistakes because recently I realized that there’s quite a lot of mistakes in my English and someone told me so too.
Forgive my broken English :O