"有人說,
愛是條河
 容易將柔弱的蘆葦淹沒

 有人說，
愛是把剃刀
 會任由你的靈魂淌血

 有人說，
愛是種饑渴
 一種無盡的帶痛的需求

 我說，
愛是一朵花
 而你，
只是花的種籽
 害怕破碎的心
 永遠學不會跳舞
 害怕醒來的夢
 永遠沒有機會
 不願吃虧的人
 不懂得付出
 憂心死亡的靈魂
 不懂得生活
 當夜顯得寂寞不堪
 去路顯得無盡漫長
 當你覺得只有幸運者
 及強者才有幸得到愛

 謹記，
在嚴寒的冬日裡 酷雪的覆蓋下，
躺著一顆種籽 一旦春陽臨照，
就能幻化成一朵玫瑰
..... "

The End Of The Year 2012

So life passed me by quickly,
I haven't been writing or updating so much in either Facebook or my blog anymore.

So far
This year has the biggest changes ever
I can't say it's good or bad
I think it's something in between

I'm no longer playing music
And it's a really really sad thing to say
Anyhow, if someone ask me what is my dream
My heart would always say,"music".

I don't go out that often anymore
And even when I do, I go with my girl

I don't play competitive gaming anymore
Kinda obvious reason eh?

Life to me
I feel lost
I feel complete
I feel incomplete

Everything is in between
I don't know how I feel actually
Because to me, I think nobody really knows what they are searching for in life right?

I feel pathetic most of the times
I'm 21 years old right now, and I haven't achieve anything yet
YET I'm still being stubborn, sticking to my own ego and theory on life

When I was young, if you ask me
I would say it's worth it
But now?
I'm not so sure anymore

I just gotta say
Life right now, I cannot say that I'm happy
But I cannot say that I'm sad either

I just feel lost
....