Sometimes I really do wonder
Why do I hold on so much to my ego?
What's up with my believing?
And me chasing my dream?
Is it possible?
Until today I still chose to believe
Because that's what keeps me alive
But that's also what makes everything so hard
Seriously?
Living the dream?
It's really a long hard road
And I'm still struggling to get through
I never wanna walk back to the reality
But somehow
Is it worth it?
Sometimes I'm doubting myself, what would happen in the end?
Would I really be happy when I achieve that so-called dream?
What if I regret everything?
My life.. My feelings.. My story.. Still chasing that worthless dream..
Thursday, September 22, 2011
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
Another Update ~
Hey guys
It's me again
And I'm so sorry for the lack of updates!
Life is getting tough on me
I've kinda lost my direction and I don't know what should I go for.
If I go for my dream, money is a problem.
But if I go for the money, I'm not happy!
What should I do guys?
Seriously life's a mystery :/
By the way guys I'm just writing whatever is on my mind so this post might be not-so-organized
Forgive me :(
Guys
Is it possible to literally use music / playing as a band to make a living in MALAYSIA?
It's me again
And I'm so sorry for the lack of updates!
Life is getting tough on me
I've kinda lost my direction and I don't know what should I go for.
If I go for my dream, money is a problem.
But if I go for the money, I'm not happy!
What should I do guys?
Seriously life's a mystery :/
By the way guys I'm just writing whatever is on my mind so this post might be not-so-organized
Forgive me :(
Guys
Is it possible to literally use music / playing as a band to make a living in MALAYSIA?
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