Still living in the past..

After all these years,

I'm still wondering about life

Still wondering what am I chasing?

So many years has passed,

My friends changed

Everyone has grown up

Yet I'm still not changing

Still wearing black
Still having that infamous long hair

Still chasing that long lost dream

I wish I could just give up everything

Every night I still feel the same damn thing for the past 5 years

In fact I'm miserable

Some call me immature

Some call me stubborn

But trust me

I wish I could just move on with my life and do what everybody does

Work like normal people

Dress like normal people

And be happy for once

But hey

It's not a sin to be just another dreamer